Tuesday, September 1, 2015

day 16

Walk towards the future. Finish off goals. That is the way to go.   There may be bumps along the way, there may be things that try to stop you from reaching the goal. But in the big scheme of things its only you who can stop you from reaching your goals.

day 15

I can not wait to finish my 2 Diplomas. two goals ticked off  It will be like saying "yes I did it!" and wanting to shout it to the world or jump off a  big diving board.  Being the not very exciting person , I am i will most likely celebrate with some cake or something.

Next after that, I will set more goals and work towards those.   Ticking each off as I go.

I do it all for these guys:

day 14

I love books , books are like an escape. An escape to another world. Another time.   You can lose yourself in a book.
When reality beckons, you can put the book down until another time, and pick up from where you last left off.

These days as a mum of 4, I do not read as much books as I used too. I used to read Shakespeare and books filled with vampires.

Thursday, August 27, 2015

day 13

which way to go

Asking myself for direction
searching for answers
planning goals
wanting a path
lusting for predictability

I'm 30 next year
I'm a mum, a sister, a daughter
a friend
who am I ?
All those words, labels meaningless when erased.

who am I?
I am me.
I am Jess,

Day 12

I think of the Katy Perry Song "Firework".

Too often people are ashamed of being their true selves. Scared of what others may think. Scared of  rejection.

Be true to you, Be yourself.

Tuesday, August 25, 2015

day 11: stars

I often don't tell people how I feel about them,  or that I am proud etc. I  am working on that. Eventually I will get there.

The brightest star  I ever knew, never knew he was a bright star.  He  didn't know how bright he shone. He under estimated how bright  he shone.

He was my brother.

I have blogged many times about him. He'd honestly be saying "jess quit telling everyone how awesome i was and get a hobby" haha

The thing is, this bright star stopped shining 8 years ago.  He never saw his 18th birthday.

He became a sad statistic, one of many young people that year to end their life.
I am not ashamed of how he passed away, I just wish he knew
Source: http://www.slideshare.net/ghissu/teen-suicide-11400562

Where to get help:

Lifeline Australia  13 11 14
beyond Blue  1300 22 4636
your local GP
how bright he shone.

day 10 : Music